我想要说 蔡旻佑

作词：周炜杰、蔡旻佑 
作曲：蔡旻佑 
编曲：蔡科俊 

看着右手被撕裂的伤口 
爱好像曾经停留 
而我左手按下号码之后 
那首属于我的歌不再播送 

默写你的爱过 
坦承自己脆弱 
对白怎么说 
表情才不难过 

我想要说 我想要说 
如果没有了你 
我该如何往下走 
那一秒钟有没有发现我 
倔强里的问候 
怎么劝我放手 
在这一切之后 
 
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖 
你在温暖的那头 
熟悉路口再一次的路过 
等在那角落的人已不是我 

默写你的爱过 
坦承自己脆弱 
对白怎么说 
表情才不难过 

我想要说 我想要说 
如果没有了你 
我该如何往下走 
那一秒钟有没有发现我 
倔强里的问候 
怎么劝我放手 
在这一切之后 

我想要说 我想要说 
如果没有了你 
我该如何往下走 
那一秒钟有没有发现我 
倔强里的问候 
怎么劝我放手 
在这一切之后 
怎么劝我放手 
在这一切 

沉淀下来后...

这几天， 发生的事情真的不少， 到了现在冷静下来了， 我想了很多。 同时， 我也很怕现在的我， 我怕我会一直钻牛角尖。 我想睡， 但我睡不着。 一直在想很多有的，没有的。 

和大家住在一起的感觉真的很好， 不知不觉中， 我把自己放得很开。我也很不明白为什么， 以前的我， 在压抑了很久以后， 被释放出来的时候竟然会让我自己也觉得恐怖。 不知道为什么， 现在我回想从一开始到现在， 总有一种很委屈的感觉。 我觉得很无助。 可能就是我怎样对别人， 别人就怎样对我。 这证明我对待身边的人不好。 

我变了。 我在读了以前自己写下的部落格以后， 突然发现自己和以前不一样了。 比较起来， 现在的我有好的， 也有坏的。 

想起那件事， 我觉得自己很像猴子， 在演戏给别人看。 我真的有看清身边的人吗？ 我不知道。 如果那个时候我真的和别人打起来，会有人帮我吗？ 大家一定会把这当成是一场戏来看， 问心的那一句， 你真的会帮我吗？ 从这件事上， 我学会了两样事情。 一， 我不应该那么冲动； 二， 我不应该为了别人而活， 当我是对的时候， 我可以不必在乎别人怎么看我。

突然间， 我很想放弃这里的一切去寻找我的梦想。 我不明白为什么我会来这里升学， 而不是去念音乐系。 在听回自己以前弹奏的， 我还能弹出来吗？ 不能。 已经不能了。 我不能弹到以前的那个音乐， 我已经忘记了坐在钢琴前面的那个感觉。 

心里有委屈而不能和家人和朋友说的那种感觉真的很难受。 我已经找不到一个能让我哭诉的地方。 

想着， 想着， 我竟然哭了出来。 不知道为什么， 就很想回家。 我真的很想家， 很想要回家， 真的有种很强烈的感觉要回家。 这是我第一次那么想要回家。

Pollution...

Ladies and Gentleman. Today, Teacher Chong want to teach you about an important topic in our lives.

Have you ever hear "POLLUTION" before? Do you really understand what is the real meaning of "POLLUTION"? So, today I'm gonna to give you a talk about "POLLUTION"..

Jiang.. Jiang.. Jiang.. Jiang..

"Pollution is the introduction of contaminants into an envoirment that causes instability, disorder, harm or discomfort to the ecosystem."

*Sources from Wikipedia

But I can tell you, this definition is not good enough.. Pollution is somebody who interupt your life styles and cause different types of pollution to the ennviorment that you having now. It will give a damn shit fuck asshole instability, disorder, perfectly harm and discomfort to your mental and health.

*Sources from public understanding

For your information, I'm having a perfectly high polluted enviorment now..
The first one will be AIR POLLUTION..
One day, I returned to my room after having a dinner with all my dearest friends. My mood on that time is absolutely damn fucking good. Once I steped into the house, I realized that a discomfort smell came out from that room.. It is a smell of sweat and sour that produce from the body that doesn't take bath for a certain period.. I don't know how many days that you (don't look at other people, i'm talking about you la) have not bath. What I can do at that time is spray my perfume and open all the doors and windows in the house imediately. Finally, the smell gone after 5 to 10 minutes.. Luckily, I'm still survive..

The second will be LAND POLLUTION..
This happened in these few days, our land has been highly polluted by oil.. The surface of our land is totally oilly until many people can not stand for it. This pollution is causes by when someone is so sweat and he sleeping and laying on the floor.. After a short time, the surface on the foor will has a layer of oil.. Yer~~~ So Geli.. (Let say it together).. Louder!!! I can not hear you all..

The third will be SOUND POLLUTION..
I only can say that, "YOUR SINGING IS NOT AS GOOD AS MINE ONE, PLS DO NOT SING IN FRONT OF ME PLS" You are polluted my hearing by your "good" singing skills.. You are repeatly playing the same song until I feel very disgusting.. The song is so nice before but once you keep playing the song make me feel annoying and I THAT SONG ALREADY.. Pls~ I still want to listen to music, if you want to listen to a song repeatly, PLS MAKE USE OF YOUR HEADPHONE...

I think everyone is now understand the true meaning of POLLUTION..

PLS SAVES OUR ENVIORMENT~~

Haiz.. Final Exam Week..

This two weeks gonna be tough weeks for me. No mood to study. I don't know why.. But just no mood and feeling want to do other things when I opened my book and try to study.. Just enjoyed very much laying on my bed and sleeping or playing games.. zzz..

When will I start study?? Don't know leh.. Just can not focus in doing everything.. Haiz.. Cham la.. This semester sure can not reach a good pointer.. Whatever la.. As long as I can graduate..

Final Exam Schedule

20th April ( Monday ) 0900-1200 Dewan Utama/Theatrette

Macoeconomics

21st April ( Tuesday ) 1400-1700 Dewan Utama

Basic Finance

23rd April ( Thursday ) 0900-1200 Dewan Utama

Business Law

23rd April ( Thursday ) 1400-1530 Dewan Utama/Theatrette

Etika dan Akhlak

24th April ( Friday ) 1430-1730 Dewan Utama/DK10

Study Skills

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28th April ( Tuesday ) 1400-1700 Dewan Utama

TITAS

30th April (Thursday)  0900-1200 Dewan Utama

Basis Accounting

Blood Donation Campaign in UMSKAL

Today, We have a blood donation campaign at Podium.. All of us excluding me go for the campaign.. Why I said excluding me? They (The Nurse) said my blood pressure is very low.. Normal people has 110/70 but mine is only 120/61.. So I can not donate blood, because I will fainted if I donate blood.. 

Very disappointed to myself, didn't take good care to my body.. I feel sorry to my parents..

But still very happy to see all people went to the campaign just now.. ^^

Althought I feel very upset just now.. Can not donate blood.. But now is ok already.. At least I know my blood group and my blood is healthy.. Just my blood pressure not allow me to donate..

Adrian seem like so stim when donate blood...

Ah B's Blood.. A+ de..

Nelson was doing blood group test...

Ah B was doing the blood pressure test.. I hate this test..

Even Jie Jie also can donate blood.. Shame on me la..