Nobody tell me the truth...

I don't know what happened... I don't know what wrong with me.. I very doubt my existence.. Anything wrong with me??? Nobody tell me an answer.. I don't know what going out there.. No one tell me the truth.. I thinking too much again?? I don't know.. Maybe I should keep on cheating myself to make me feel better.. but is it the best solution to solve the problem?? I hurt people and I hurt myself.. Hurt so many people recently.. soon too.. All by myself now..